Unconscious.....

Since I was a little girl,
I never dream about the charming prince
I used to think about the colors of pain
About the reasons of hate,
The reasons of all the suffering that invade the air…
I spent many hours
And I still do
Analyzing why we can just love the other
Love the differences,
The elders,
The blacks
The greens
The whites
And the yellows,
Why we can just respect
And be kind,
Decent,
Polite and down to earth…
I used to think about the colors of poverty,
About the reasons of starving,
Why some people eat from a menu everyday
Meanwhile others just wait for bread for days…
I’m afraid now…
The more I grow up
More I forget,
More I care less…
Maybe due to the damage that many people had caused me
During the years I had been walking…
I remember to feel betray, pain, hate, anger, others regrets
Spiting on my face the reality of what we called being alive.
But…
When I started to become in a stranger
You knocked my door, smiling,
You whispered to my ears something funny
And let me understand there was more to think about
And I discovered the love through your eyes.
When I was seeing my life like a tiny hell
Communicated with the world just through its flames,
You appeared and turn it into heaven,
There is no more pain….
Now I’m becoming more like I was when I was 5,
Asking myself for the future,
Asking about everything, “why?”
Even if you leave me,
You already change my whole life…
You already change my breathe for inspire
You already touched my heart and make me fly
You already taught me what the meaning about to feel is,
You baby,
You lead me to the sunrise
To the sunset about hurt,
You make me learned what love is…